Friday, December 11, 2009
omg im not looking forward to going back.
omg omg omg whats wrong with me.......
this shouldn't be the case.
what we could have been, 11:33 PM.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
so pissed at westpac for not sending me my visa card.
how am i suppose to use my money when i don't have it. sighs.
hopefully if i go to the bank and make some noise tmr, they will give it to be, but i doubt it. sighs.
gonna make tiramisu tmr for fun
cos im so bored at home
and cos im so hyper, i can't sleep if i don't go out and if i don't waste my energy.
every night can't sleep because i did nothing in the day. so sighs.
watch all the movies and dramas and youtubes... getting so sick of it.
hope my holiday would be fun la.
i really want it to be meaningful and fun.
because its my graduation year holiday-
what we could have been, 10:50 PM.
Monday, December 07, 2009
sometimes, i think im an asshole.
i always talk shit behind people, even though i know its wrong.
and when A has a problem with B, and A is my friend, i won't give a shit about B and just help A until A becomes happy.
but when A is never happy even after my help, i will just give up.
i won't say anything anymore. u can tell me whatever u want, but don't expect me to reply.
and i hate it even more when A and B are back together, i feel like i've done nothing.
thats why, sometimes i like being a loner..
the world feels more quiet and peaceful.
but when it becomes too quiet and peaceful, i get scared.. and i just want heaps of humans around me.
yeah im selfish. but whatever.
what we could have been, 9:56 PM.
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
finally graduated from macleans college.
the school where i really hated until i don't hate it anymore.
i think im gonna miss having classes with friends at the seaside school.
and waking up early in the morning, driving to school.
at grad dinner, almost cried out hard..
but i didn't, i was holding back my tears and trying to laugh and smile to the very last moment.
it was wow, memorable indeed.
a mixture of good and bad memories.
i bought this really stinky crabtree and evelyn lotion.
omg i can smell it from my hand. shit it stinks so bad.
gonna faints.....
what we could have been, 7:43 PM.
